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Staring at him in disbelief； Holly decided that his broad face did not； after all； look sweet and innocent and kind。 She had misread the meaning of its lines and planes。 It was a stupid face。
She wanted to say； You idiot！ I dreamed of winning Pulitzers； and now I'm a hack writing industry puff pieces about the damn Timber Trophy！ That is tragedy。 You think having to settle for being a janitor instead of a garbage collector is in any way parable？ But she didn't say anything because she realized that they were parable。 An unfulfilled dream； regardless of whether it was lofty or humble； was still a tragedy to the dreamer who had given up hope。
Pulitzers never won and sanitation trucks never driven were equally capable of inducing despair and insomnia。 And that was the most depressing thought she'd had yet。
Tommy's eyes swam into focus again。 〃You gotta not dwell on it； Miss Thorne。 Life。 。 。 it's like getting' a blueberry muffin in a coffeeshop when what you ordered was the apricot…nut。 There aren't any apricots or nuts in it； and you can get tied up in knots just thinkin' about what you're missin'； when the smarter thing to do is realize that blueberries have a nice taste； too。〃
Across the room； George Fintel farted in his sleep。 It was a window rattler。 If the Press had been a big newspaper； with reporters hanging around who'd just returned from Beirut or some war zone； they'd have all dived for cover。
My God； Holly thought； my life's nothing but a bad imitation of a Damon Runyon story。 Sleazy newsrooms after midnight。 Half baked philosopher janitors。 Hard…drinking reporters who sleep at their desks。
But it was Runyon as revised by an absurdist writer in collaboration with a bleak existentialist。
〃I feel better just having talked to you；〃 Holly lied。 〃Thanks； Tommy。〃
〃Anytime； Miss Thorne。〃
As Tommy set to work with his push broom again and moved on down the aisle； Holly tossed some more candy into her mouth and wondered if she would be able to pass the physical required of potential sanitation truck drivers。 On the positive side； the work would be different from journalism as she knew it collecting garbage instead of dispensing it…or she would have the satisfaction of knowing that at least one person Portland would desperately envy her。
She looked at the wall clock。 One…thirty in the morning。 She wasn't sleepy。 She didn't want to go home and lie awake； staring at the ceiling with nothing to do but indulge in more self examination and self pity Well； actually； that was what she wanted； because she was in a wallow in it mood； but she knew it wasn't a healthy thing to do。
Unfortunately； she was without alternatives： weekday； wee…hour nightlife in Portland was twenty…four…hour doughnut shop。
She was less than a day away from the start of her vacation； and She desperately needed it。 She had made no plans。 She was just going to hang out； never once look at a newspaper。 Maybe see some movies。
maybe read a few books。 Maybe go to the Betty Ford Center to take the self pity detox program。
She had reached that dangerous state in which she began to brood about her name。 Holly Thorne。 Cute。 Real cute。 What in God's name had possessed her parents to hang that one on her？ Was it possible to imagine the Pulitzer mittee giving that grand prize to a woman with a name more suitable to a cartoon character？ Sometimes…always in the still heart of the night； of course…she was tempted to call her folks and demand to know whether this name thing had been just bad taste； a misfired joke； or conscious cruelty。
But her parents were salt…of the…earth working…class people who had denied themselves many pleasures in order to give her a first…rate education ； and they wanted nothing but the best for her。 They would be devastated to hear that she loathed her name； when they no doubt thought it was clever and even sophisticated。 She loved them fiercely； and she had to be in the deepest trenches of depression before she had the gall to blame them for her shortings。
Half afraid that she would pick up the phone and call them； she quickly turned to her puter again and accessed the current…edition file。 The Press's data…retrieval system made it possible for any reporter on staff to follow any story through editing； typesetting； and production。
Now the tomorrow's edition had been formatted； locked down； and sent to the printer she could actually call up an image of each page on her screen。
Only the headlines were big enough to read； but any portion of the image could be enlarged to fill the screen。 Sometimes she could cheer herself a little by reading a big story before the newspaper hit the street； it sparked in her at cast a dim glimmer of the feeling of being an insider； which was one aspect of the job that attracted every dream…besotted young person to a vocation in journalism。
But as she scanned the headlines on the first few pages； looking for an interesting story to enlarge； her gloom deepened。 A big fire in St。
Louis； nine people dead。 Presentiments of war in the Mid…East。 An oil spill off Japan。 A huge storm and flood in India； tens of thousands homeless。 The federal government was raising taxes again。 She had always known that the news industry flourished on gloom； disaster； scandal； mindless violence； and strife。 But suddenly it seemed to be a singularly ghoulish business； and Holly realized that she no longer wanted to be an insider； among the first to know this dreadful stuff Then； just as she was about to close the file and switch off the puter； a headline arrested her MYSTERIOUS STRANGER SAVES BOY。 The events at McAlbery School were not quite twelve days in the past； and those four words had a special association for her。 Curiosity triggered； she instructed the puter to enlarge the quadrant in which the story began。
The dateline was Boston； and the story was acpanied by a photograph。
The picture was still blurry and dark； but the scale was now large enough to allow her to read the text； although not fortably。 She instructed the puter to further enlarge one of the already enlarged quadrants； pulling up the first column of the article so she could read it without strain。
The opening line made Holly sit up straighter in her chair： A courageous bystander； who would say only that his name was Jim； saved the life of Nicholas O'Conner； 6； when a New England Power and Light pany vault exploded under a sidewalk in a Boston residential area Thursday evening。
Softly； she said； 〃What the hell。 。 。 ？〃 She tapped the keys； instructing the puter to shift the field of display rightward on the page to show her the multiply enhanced photo that acpanied the piece。 She went to a bigger scale； then to a still bigger one； until the face filled the screen。
Jim Ironheart。
Briefly she sat in stunned disbelief； immobile。 Then she was stricken by a need to know more；not only an intellectual but a genuinely physical need that felt not unlike a sudden and intense pang of hunger。
She returned to the text of the story and read it through； then read it again。 The O'Conner boy had been sitting on the sidewalk in front of his home； directly on the two…by…three…foot concrete lid that covered the entrance to the power pany's vault； which was spacious enough for four men to work together within its subterranean confines。 The kid had been playing with toy trucks。 His parents had been within sight of him on the front porch of their house； when a stranger had sprinted along the street 〃He es right at Nicky；〃 the boy's father was quoted； 〃snatches him； I thought sure he was a nutcase child molester going to steal my son。〃 Carrying the screaming child； the stranger leaped over a low picket fence onto the O'Conners' lawn； just as a 17；000…volt line in the vault exploded behind him。 The blast flipped the concrete lid high into the air； as if it was a penny； and a bright ball of fire roared up in In its wake。
Embarrassed by the effusive praise heaped on him by Nicky's grateful parents and by the neighbors who had witnessed his heroism； the stranger claimed that he had smelled burning insulation； heard a hissing ing from the vault； and knew what was about to happen because he had 〃once worked