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the game-第4章

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matrimony。  Now he saw the deeper wisdom in it; wanted it himself;

and concluded therefrom that he was in love。



Both were now of the same mind; and there could be but the one

ending; and it was the mild nine days' wonder of Genevieve's

neighborhood when she and Joe walked out together。



Both were blessed with an avarice of speech; and because of it their

courtship was a long one。  As he expressed himself in action; she

expressed herself in repose and control; and by the love…light in

her eyesthough this latter she would have suppressed in all maiden

modesty had she been conscious of the speech her heart printed so

plainly there。  〃Dear〃 and 〃darling〃 were too terribly intimate for

them to achieve quickly; and; unlike most mating couples; they did

not overwork the love…words。  For a long time they were content to

walk together in the evenings; or to sit side by side on a bench in

the park; neither uttering a word for an hour at a time; merely

gazing into each other's eyes; too faintly luminous in the starshine

to be a cause for self…consciousness and embarrassment。



He was as chivalrous and delicate in his attention as any knight to

his lady。  When they walked along the street; he was careful to be

on the outside;somewhere he had heard that this was the proper

thing to do;and when a crossing to the opposite side of the street

put him on the inside; he swiftly side…stepped behind her to gain

the outside again。  He carried her parcels for her; and once; when

rain threatened; her umbrella。  He had never heard of the custom of

sending flowers to one's lady…love; so he sent Genevieve fruit

instead。  There was utility in fruit。  It was good to eat。  Flowers

never entered his mind; until; one day; he noticed a pale rose in

her hair。  It drew his gaze again and again。  It was HER hair;

therefore the presence of the flower interested him。  Again; it

interested him because SHE had chosen to put it there。  For these

reasons he was led to observe the rose more closely。  He discovered

that the effect in itself was beautiful; and it fascinated him。  His

ingenuous delight in it was a delight to her; and a new and mutual

love…thrill was theirsbecause of a flower。  Straightway he became

a lover of flowers。  Also; he became an inventor in gallantry。  He

sent her a bunch of violets。  The idea was his own。  He had never

heard of a man sending flowers to a woman。  Flowers were used for

decorative purposes; also for funerals。  He sent Genevieve flowers

nearly every day; and so far as he was concerned the idea was

original; as positive an invention as ever arose in the mind of man。



He was tremulous in his devotion to heras tremulous as was she in

her reception of him。  She was all that was pure and good; a holy of

holies not lightly to be profaned even by what might possibly be the

too ardent reverence of a devotee。  She was a being wholly different

from any he had ever known。  She was not as other girls。  It never

entered his head that she was of the same clay as his own sisters;

or anybody's sister。  She was more than mere girl; than mere woman。

She waswell; she was Genevieve; a being of a class by herself;

nothing less than a miracle of creation。



And for her; in turn; there was in him but little less of illusion。

Her judgment of him in minor things might be critical (while his

judgment of her was sheer worship; and had in it nothing critical at

all); but in her judgment of him as a whole she forgot the sum of

the parts; and knew him only as a creature of wonder; who gave

meaning to life; and for whom she could die as willingly as she

could live。  She often beguiled her waking dreams of him with

fancied situations; wherein; dying for him; she at last adequately

expressed the love she felt for him; and which; living; she knew she

could never fully express。



Their love was all fire and dew。  The physical scarcely entered into

it; for such seemed profanation。  The ultimate physical facts of

their relation were something which they never considered。  Yet the

immediate physical facts they knew; the immediate yearnings and

raptures of the fleshthe touch of finger tips on hand or arm; the

momentary pressure of a hand…clasp; the rare lip…caress of a kiss;

the tingling thrill of her hair upon his cheek; of her hand lightly

thrusting back the locks from above his eyes。  All this they knew;

but also; and they knew not why; there seemed a hint of sin about

these caresses and sweet bodily contacts。



There were times when she felt impelled to throw her arms around him

in a very abandonment of love; but always some sanctity restrained

her。  At such moments she was distinctly and unpleasantly aware of

some unguessed sin that lurked within her。  It was wrong;

undoubtedly wrong; that she should wish to caress her lover in so

unbecoming a fashion。  No self…respecting girl could dream of doing

such a thing。  It was unwomanly。  Besides; if she had done it; what

would he have thought of it?  And while she contemplated so horrible

a catastrophe; she seemed to shrivel and wilt in a furnace of secret

shame。



Nor did Joe escape the prick of curious desires; chiefest among

which; perhaps; was the desire to hurt Genevieve。  When; after long

and tortuous degrees; he had achieved the bliss of putting his arm

round her waist; he felt spasmodic impulses to make the embrace

crushing; till she should cry out with the hurt。  It was not his

nature to wish to hurt any living thing。  Even in the ring; to hurt

was never the intention of any blow he struck。  In such case he

played the Game; and the goal of the Game was to down an antagonist

and keep that antagonist down for a space of ten seconds。  So he

never struck merely to hurt; the hurt was incidental to the end; and

the end was quite another matter。  And yet here; with this girl he

loved; came the desire to hurt。  Why; when with thumb and forefinger

he had ringed her wrist; he should desire to contract that ring till

it crushed; was beyond him。  He could not understand; and felt that

he was discovering depths of brutality in his nature of which he had

never dreamed。



Once; on parting; he threw his arms around her and swiftly drew her

against him。  Her gasping cry of surprise and pain brought him to

his senses and left him there very much embarrassed and still

trembling with a vague and nameless delight。  And she; too; was

trembling。  In the hurt itself; which was the essence of the

vigorous embrace; she had found delight; and again she knew sin;

though she knew not its nature nor why it should be sin。



Came the day; very early in their walking out; when Silverstein

chanced upon Joe in his store and stared at him with saucer…eyes。

Came likewise the scene; after Joe had departed; when the maternal

feelings of Mrs。 Silverstein found vent in a diatribe against all

prize…fighters and against Joe Fleming in particular。  Vainly had

Silverstein striven to stay the spouse's wrath。  There was need for

her wrath。  All the maternal feelings were hers but none of the

maternal rights。



Genevieve was aware only of the diatribe; she knew a flood of abuse

was pouring from the lips of the Jewess; but she was too stunned to

hear the details of the abuse。  Joe; her Joe; was Joe Fleming the

prize…fighter。  It was abhorrent; impossible; too grotesque to be

believable。  Her clear…eyed; girl…cheeked Joe might be anything but

a prize…fighter。  She had never seen one; but he in no way resembled

her conception of what a prize…fighter must bethe human brute with

tiger eyes and a streak for a forehead。  Of course she had heard of

Joe Flemingwho in West Oakland had not?but that there should be

anything more than a coincidence of names had never crossed her

mind。



She came out of her daze to hear Mrs。 Silverstein's hysterical

sneer; 〃keepin' company vit a bruiser。〃  Next; Silverstein and his

wife fell to differing on 〃noted〃 and 〃notorious〃 as applicable to

her lov
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